Sunday, November 29, 2009

A Learning Curve – I have one :)


It seems that way. :)

Today, I have spent most of my day in absolute awe of the crazy beautiful life and the awesome people in it that I am blessed with.

I have had the most profoundly beautiful weekend, during which I have realised many things.

I have become aware that those lessons life has to teach me, it is not linear. Learn one lesson then on to the next. No way, it seems that I have many simultaneous lessons that I am in the process of learning.

The most surprising thing I have come to realise is that even though this blog is public, it is teaching me more about the many things about me that I don’t know. It is slowly opening me up to myself. I had wondered why I had this desire to start my blog, now I know. It is to get to know those things about me that I am not aware of.

I am not the most verbose communicator there is, I have always been better at communicating in writing. I just never knew that it was true, with regards to communicating with my self too. This is a different voice to the one that is constantly chattering in my head.

It has become apparent to me that the Universe is teaching me very valuable lessons, not only in trust, faith, gratitude, detachment and letting go but also in friendship, my truth and unconditional love.

I spent some time with friends yesterday that I see once every three or four months, it was just terrific and humbling to find that no matter how long we are apart. When we get together, we just carry on where we left off, filling in the blank spaces of our mutual absence. It is effortless and supportive, it just works.

Apart from that, with the recent changes that has been happening to me, I have found that there is a new depth to our sharing – and that my capacity to love my friends, from anywhere I am, is taking on a whole new meaning.

And in getting to know this about my self, it allows me yet more peace of mind. No matter the distance, space, frequency or time spent apart, we are still bonded in some magical, mysterious way – and as long as the sincerity is present, it won’t just dissolve like an effervescent tablet in water.

Right now, I just want to take a moment to say thank you, to all my friends, old and new, you are all beautiful and most divine. Your contribution and presence in my life is now seen with different eyes, appreciated in a new way at a deeper level. Wherever I go, you are all with me, carried in the most sincere care and love.

I can now allow myself to give you the space you need to BE, without fear that you will forget me or that I will lose you, or that we’ll lose the connection. Thank you for this lesson, it’s an important one for me.

I love you all tremendously, you are greatly cared for and immensely appreciated, whether I see you often or not so often. You are all with me, part of who I am and in my prayers every day.

So, see you on the flip-side… and we will just pick up where we left off.

Abundance, peace and joy to all
C

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